Growing up? Nah… I’m growing horizontally…

I’m so fat… too fat… it hurts when somebody tells you that you’re fat… what’s more my mummy…

She says I’m too fat and furthermore, she’s taking it as a joke and tell other family members about me- what I weigh, how round my face is, etc.

I know about all this… yesh, I’ve been avoiding the fact that I’m fat… but there’s no need to share it with everybody… she makes me feel betrayed… she’s telling the whole world how fat her gal is… she makes me take my weight but I don’t wann to…not to avoid but I don’t wann to give her another topic to tell-tale to anybody else… from now on… I will take my weight seriously… and good food is meant for people who will never get fat… not for people like me. . .

So sad huh? I haven enjoyed enough but it’s time to stop… it’s time to take action. . .

Mummy says if I don’t take action to control it now, it will be harder in future…

Holidays coming . . . time to plan my schedule…
1. For work
2. For workouts
3. For fun
4. For shopping
5. For you. . .

Very very sad. . . have been feeling real down about my weight. . . it’s time to do something!