went to hougang mall with him today... yea... took 51 from je interchange... but got off at bugis... i needed the toilet too urgently le... coz drank too much water le.. hahas... then after that went back to the bus stop take bus continue the trip to hougang.... it's a whole 2hrs trip (not including the bugis time)... hahas...

went to cartel only... ordered grilled chicken, chicken cutlet and waffle with ice cream... after the meal, jiu go home le... coz i'm not feeling well... and due to that, i don't have to go work tml... but i need to get an mc... and and i still have to go give tuition...

i still think i'm sick because my body is rebelling... hmm... i need a rest more physically than emotionally... hahas...

i'm going to give another tuition... to a P1 kid... english too... hmm...

jia you la.. =)

worked today... 5hrs... basically, today is less busy than yesterday... but i stil serve without stopping for a while... the time passes the slowest from 3 to 5...

met him after 5pm... went to buy bananas for cartel and went to the hong kong shop outside the daiso to eat... food there was nice... maybe coz i'm hungry le bax... hahas...

will be going to hougang mall tml... hahas.. wouldn't be working... yea... it's been a while since i go there le... =)

work and work and more work... it's tiring...

it's so scary today in cartel... especially during the lunch hour... omg.. the crowd comes in like nobody's business.. and there's only a few staff working... hen xin ku.. many customers very irritating.. and i was serving all the way... never stopping.. the bowls of soups... X| it got betta after 1plus... but i still had to work till 5pm... after work i had to rush like maddie to change and get a cab for the tuition... from 5.30pm to 7.05pm.. i'm teaching a P3 boii.. he's omg... hais... i had to put in real hard effort i guess... gotta let him get betta results for the end-of-year paper, which ain't going to be easy... =S

i am getting sianss of all this... tired... i don't wanna work le la... wann stay at home and shake leg... sb agreed to that too... i would rather serve him than serve the customers can? hahas... but i'm gonna be a pig if i do that... i don't wann i don't wann...

aaarrggh... i really misses you...

i like today... =)

woke up early... cooked fried rice and went to his house... met his dad twice... in the lift to his house and outside the lift when i'm going off... quite friendly la.. hahas... pei him the whole afternoon... it's nice okiee.. hahas... he cooked maggi mee for me... although it's nth... but it's the first time and he seldom cook one okiee.. hahas... will never forget abt it one leh... heehees...

went jogging with huiying juz now... ran only a short distance, jiu breathless le... probably coz i run slowly normally, but this time faster with huiying bax... and and i'm tired... very tired and sleepy le...

anyway... had to work tml.. hahas... 12 to 5 at cartel.. 5.30pm to 7pm for tuition... will be meeting huadong for the tuition... he will pei me throughout... coz sb working.. too bad la.. hahas... but it's okiee de... =)

nothing much today... no happenings... no fun... no nothing... hahas...

heehees... i've managed to lose some weight today... although it's not enough, but i am still working hard okiee...

watching tv now.. hahas... i have eaten quite a lot juz now... supposed to go jogging later... but but... i feel lazy... nvm nvm... if later nv go, then tml run longer with huiying...

jia you la.. =)

i'm soooo tired... worked for 7hrs today... but today is definitely much more better than ytd... maybe because today's dm is eric? hahas... not really bax... but today's crowd is lesser and comes in slower, giving the staff more time to cope...
and and... hahas... i'm too kind le? eric ask for a few times nia leh... then i agreed to help him work next sunday... gosh... which means to say i'm working on tues, wed, fri, sat and sun next week... and i have tuition on tues and fri.. hahas... i am going to be sooo sooo soooo tired one...

hols are supposed to be fun, ain't it? nvm nvm... will let myself rest more the following week after next... well, i can take working as a form of exercise? sounds great huh... hahas...

met him after work today... although it's only for a lunch, i feel so much betta... so much more energetic... but now... i feel so wobbly... tired and without strength... hahas...

i need you more than anything i can ask for... you are the last thing i wann to let go of again...

dom is right... what's mine will always be mine..

but, this cheeky old man is so stubborn... what he wanns for me is not what i wann la... =S

worked in the morning... supposed to start work at 11.30am... but changed to 11am... i felt so helpless during work... it's juz like working for the first time agn... i wanna cry... except i know more things than the last time... i don't feel like going back to work le, find working a tiring and really tedious... knocked off at 3.30pm... and waited for huiying till 5pm... and shir came to meet us at 4.55pm..

had P.R.B. gathering juz now.. it was fun... went to block 456 there for dinner.. the stingray, sotong, cockles and fried rice... it's all very nice... but i like the chilli most... very very nice... the thought of it makes me hungry agn... hahas... will go there with you next time okiee? hahas... after that went je for pool.. hahas... the first game was still good... with me and xinyi against huiying and shir... can win de leh... i missed the black ball... sianss... in the end, they won... hahas... we din finish the second round... so tired le... but we still played a third game... hahas.. and and... this time, me and huiying play against shir and xinyi... huiying was sooo on form can? omg... she scored so many more balls than me.. and we managed to win, i scored the black ball okiee... hahas... it was fun... but have to play earlier next time, coz we played till 9pm and i had to take a cab home with shir...

sianss... had to work agn tml morning... 8am... ohoh... i really don't feel like going... how sia... aaarrggh... =S but but... well, look on the brighter side bax... will be meeting after work... well.. hahas... =)

spent my day with huiying... =)

went to city hall areas today... hahas... initially wann go raffles city shopping centre find the skin for lappy de... but but, can't find it... thus, went window shopping instead...

went to marina square after a short while... went to the cartel there for lunch too... fish fillet pasta... nice... hahas... in fact, the thinkness of the dory fish is doubled of imm's cartel? hmm mm... anyway, it's nice, and the soup taste good too... managed to buy some tops today... hahas... great... =)

had removed the earring... due to mummy's objection... sadded... got caught by her today.. and and... grandma doesn't allow to me to give private tuition as she thinks it's dangerous... come on come on... i have to convince her worz... hmmm mmm.. okiee okiee... gotta try my best... it's gonna be much more challenging compared to preparing to give english tuition to a P3 kid i think...

sianss... mum juz provoked me... i hate her once agn!! she's pushing her luck too far!! sux...

=S

chen shibing.. i miss you can... =|

have had a meaningful day... spent my time quite wisely... =)

watched rush hour 3 with him today... nice, and very funny... it's worth watching... hahas...

went to queensway after that... with bao xin and yijie... wanted to make class jerseys initially, but din manage to get suitable ones.. hence, we left contact numbers for those ppl to call us when new stocks arrive... then we go jalan jalan... hahas... and... 我打了一个耳洞... heehees... it was painful intitally... but okiee now... hahas...

today is fun.. will be meeting and heading to town with huiying tml... hahas...

had the last paper today... it was a total letdown... aaarrggh... sianss... it was very badly done... for sure... =S

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okiee... it's over... grieving's over... what's over is over... well, it's hols... time to enjoy myself... don't think abt results le... it will turn out as it should.. =)

will be giving private tuition starting from next tues... it's going to be on every tues and fri... 5.30pm to 7pm... well well, it's a P3 kid... dunno boii or gal yet... hahas.. looking forward... will still be working in cartel though... =)

but but, work is not all... will be having fun... going to queensway tml with baoxin and yijie, town with huiying on thurs, working on fri and gathering with PRB after that... hahas...

yea yea.. going to enjoy while i can...

not forgetting... with you too... =)
misses...

hmm mm... will be having the last exam tml... jia you jia you... hang in for a while more... tml's paper is a stress... arrggh.. i will memorise all the formulas, juz sub the numbers in... do what the lecturer said... even if i dunno how to do aso nvm, know how to use the formulas can le... okiee, will trust him for that once... hahas... rubbish...

anyway, i still watched tv the same... ch. 8... well, the ending was a little slack... not a very nice ending huh... all married, but not the wen guo.. hahas...

okiee okiee... back to my notes, slping in an hour's time...

jia you la... =)

today is a very cold day... it's been raining the whole day.. din manage to go jogging at all... and the great thing is i've gained 600g instead of losing weight... omg... sadded... sianss...

i have to mug... but i juz came back from granny house at woodlands... hmm mm... need go take my shower first... then study... i muz do well for stats... wouldn't wann to let a worthwhile teacher down... =)

i miss you... more and more each time i look at my phone... goodness...

two more papers to go.. hang on tight... i can and i muz... do it! =)

today is great... nice nice... but i have eaten a lot sia... have been quite slack too.. only did my applied stats notes... nth else... sians worz...

had gone to boon lay interchange juz now to collect apron from randy... hahas... so many ppl can... omg... hahas... but he still manage to find me... after that, walked home from there... distance is actually quite short, took abt 30mins nia... if only the trip is longer... coz i din go jogging today... lazy... very lazy...

today is an important day okiee... hahas... i dunno if you still rmb, well... it shan't be mention... =)

tml shall be a busy day... =)

had my EG1 paper today... din do well, can pass but i think won't get what i expect bax... gona be a waste if i din do well, for i would have been wasting a sem's time for this module... this semestral exam is 40% worz...

anyway, it's okiee.. gona work doubly hard for my stats and tech paper... =)

after the exams, will be working, shopping, play... in order to enjoy myself to the fullest, i muz leave no regrets for my exams...

jia you la...

what's over is over, you cannot bring back the past... juz look into the future and bring the best out of it... =)

you're missed!

wanted to change my blogskin.. but i can't make it... dunno what's wrong... fed up...
forget it!

i'm going to have my EG1 exam tml... posting... to slack for a while... jia you la...

i am going to make it!

i miss you... more than you know... you understand ma?

=X

have been staying at aunt's house till 6plus today... have been studying EG1... i shall memorise all the formulas tml... jia you la...

went to sakura for lunch today... eat until very very full... hahas... i especially love the marble cake... heehees...

aunt went jogging at 6pm... after she came back, i went home... walked home and went jogging after that... i like the sweatings... it feels good... =)

aarrrghh... there's sth wrong with dad recently... when he's happy, he jokes.. when he's not, he scolds... i hate the attitude... and i shouted back today... shall not explain why... coz there's no need to... fed up... =S

my mood's on its roller coaster ride... agn and agn... sians...
i miss and miss and miss... hais...
i need a hug very badly worz...

went to the lib today... had tried my best to study... mmm... EL Tech is getting onto my nerves... sian... i need to spend more time on it... but i'm having EG1 this friday.. what am i supposed to do to ensure i'm using my time wisely... hmm mm.. i think i shall have to spend lesser time posting bax... hahas...

well, craps... hahas... after posting, i'll go study... i wouldn't allow myself to regret only after the paper... so i will do my best... =)

jia you la...

haven't been too good recently, i will aso do my best to work on it... =)

did what i have to today... all stats past year papers done... juz have to do some revision this coming sunday... have to do EG1 and EL TECH tml...

went jogging juz now too... wasn't in a very good mood... hais... but i do felt betta after the run... i feel the heat after the run... but i like the feeling...

thanks to KJ! he lightens me up...
have been tearing agn... hais... i thought i forgot how to cry already..
i am already in a bad mood and dad still adds on to it...
eth's sucks to the core...
totally...

hmm mm... tml is the 7th month... hahas... a little scary huh... but i think i just have to think about the show... umm.. forgot is "zero to hero" or "hero to zero"... hahas...

went jogging juz now... hahas... ran 8rounds... but it started running for goodness sake... mum and i got drenched... totally... but i like the feeling.. cold but cooling... heehees...

yea yea... i am going to start my revision tml... will do a good job tml... wann to do my stats.. all the past year papers... jia you la... =)

must you do that? hmm... what am i suppose to do then?

sth's wrong with my labtop... wtf... very fed up using IE...

i AM so stupid to change back to workgroup while i am using domain which proves to be better... aaarrrggh...

气死我了！！！

HAPPY B'DAE MUMMY!!

=)

today is mummy's birthday... went to aunt's house there for bbq... hahas... the cake taste good okiee... although it's plain... but i will say it's simple... hahas... anyway, my grandma says so too... heehees... umm... or should i say it's betta for ppl with sweet tooth? hahas... went to play pool coz my aunt's house there got pool table... hahas... played two games, won my bro.. but lose to dad... conclusion to reach, dad might be betta than bro... hahas... probability?? umm, around 0.65? stats maddie... hahas...

hmm mm... today is the last day of school, had my comp prog test juz now... i will not elaborate further... it's over, and i aso dunno can anot... no conclusion to reach yet... i shall look forward... and i will do these things tml...

1. plan a time table for studies...
2. compile my applied stats notes...
3. print out all past year papers...
4. go jogging...
5. drink 4litres of water tml to replenish for today's loss...

jia you worz...

i can do it if i wann to...

i feel blank out of a sudden...
worries overwhelming me...
i'm afraid you will leave me...
leave me out from your heart...
what will i do if it happens? =S

today is a great day???

hahas... finally, it has come to the middle of the week... the nearer the weekends are reaching, the nearer the exams... which means to say, time to study hard for exams.. wooshh...

went for movie today... SECRETS... very nice... it's got a nice story line although most of the parts involve the piano... it's romantic and funny... hahas...

heehees, will be baking mummy a cake tml... durian cake... hope it will turn out as expected... please come out the way i wann it to be!!! hahas...

thanks loads, you're sweet!

=)

no school today... slack whole day... din do ath useful except an Applied Stats MeL quiz... no more le... i need to start my revision next week...

eat and eat and eat... keep eating... aarrrghh... too much today... i am always like that... i choose to eat a lot but end up feeling guilty...

temper's been very bad... keep getting angry and moody.. sorriees worz... hahas... you muz bear with me okiee... no matter what, you have to bear with me okiee?

=)

hmm mm... today is a short school day... =)

went to do facial today, had a haircut... hahas...

good good... nice nice... thanks to hy's mum... =)

there's no school tml... yea... but i need to do many things...maybe swimming? hahas... but have to do assignments and some housework...

i wann to slim down... slim down another 10 pounds jiu hao le...

wish me lucks ppl!! =)

hahas... yea..

hees... today had been meaningful... went to climb bukit timah hill this morning... was breathless during the trip... wooooo~~ and i went jogging in the evening... ran with my fourth aunt... she's aso trying to slim down... =)

went to visit that herbalife person after breakfast... did slim down a little bit... but definitely not enough yet!!! nevertheless, had allow myself a good dinner... STEAMBOAT!!! hahas... i need to work doubly hard to slim down even more after i had the good meal... this is the price to pay for eating like hell in the past... i am really far too fat le... my face, it's damn round... goodness... anyway, it's over... i juz have to be more 积极 to slim down this time jiu dui le...

i miss you... loads... okiee!!! heehees...
你越疼我，我就越爱你...
which means to say, you know how much i love you now?

=)

i am soooo sian... it's getting harder and harder... but i HAVE to do IT!!! overcome it... aarrrggggh!!!!!!!

I MUST!

you should encourage me to do it, to do it... not ask me to do the vice versa... hais... chao no strength...

hmm mm... tml i need to do many things.. have to wake up at 6am... do assignments, go climb bukit timah hill, go jogging... well, will let you know if i have managed to do what i have to anot tml... woooooo~~

jia you!
jia you!!

being very temperamental agn... easily moody, sth's not right... maybe it's coming bax... or was i like that due to the happenings? i'm not sure myself too...

today's quite boring... i am starting to like stats while it's vice versa for EL TECH... gosh! the lecturer has finish teaching for EL TECH... but honestly, i had so much to catch up with.. and i'm left with only two weeks... omg... i have to do sth soon... but not now...

i started getting fed up at 3pm... real fed up from 3plus onwards... was having comprog lesson... the lecturer is getting more and more ridiculous... i have tried my best to do the work le... dunno jiu shi dunno... etym i say dunno she will say i am not paying attention, and has gotten more and more talkative... then will ask what is happening to the jialu whom she used to know... seriously, i hate it! i am myself, have nv change before, the way she talks to me today makes me hate comprog like siao!! what adds on to my fury is the director's meeting which my class only get to know at the last min... all the others know except my class... this is where the useless advisor comes into the picture... my advisor happens to be the FCS lecturer... no lecture aso nv say... hais... very annoyed today...

some other small small things happen too... but those are not very important, and i have already forgotten them... =)

sorriees to those i have somehow vent my anger on... especially huiying bax... din mean to...

anyway, i like what you have called me... heehees! x)

no school today.. but have been quite useful at home... done most of things that i promise myself to do ytd night... houseworks, online assignments, polish nails...

but i really ain't in the best mood today... dunno why... eth doesn't seem right... the way things go... well, not sure why... but that's that... hen sian at the way things are going... i don't like it sia...

things have to get more appropriate okiee... i need you the same as you need me... believe me that i will be there for you... don't disappoint me with your sucking attitude again! the freezing hurts loads...

although you have pain me in some ways, you have managed to make me happy in many other ways... will forget what i should...

and it's been a while since i've said...
WAN! =)

HAPPY B'DAE HUI YING!

today is a short day... only went for the tutorial from 12 to 2... hahas... fun... went to watch ALONE today with huiying... omg... it IS scary lorx... honestly, i only watch half the movie? or lesser? hahas... all the way from the start jiu hiding my eyes with jacket le lorx... share a secret! hahas... huiying shouted TWICE... hahas...

anyway, no school tml... lecturer called... hahas... yea! but i cnt slack tml... have to complete all my online assignments!!

smiles all the way!

be glad with your life... treasure me like always... for i will do the same!

=)