ain't this baby pretty?

life's pretty good these days.
just stay this way and i will be contented. =)

an old song already. but just got to know it from my aunt recently. the differences for the songs now and past is, music now, tends to be louder and blurred. while songs in the past have softer background and their lyrics are just meaningful la. =)

最浪漫的事

背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝


陈朋友就是我手心里的宝。
如果你愿意，就让我们一起慢慢变老吧。 =)

today, marks the end of common test.
but, i had one of the lousiest paper done today, to the extreme.
most people in my class said the paper was easy, but it was not the case for me.
i dunno how to find the calculations, for goodness sake.
what i was taught came out, but in a different term and different way.
how in the heaven will i know how to look at those terms?
i tried so hard to memorise theories which was mentioned to come out, but so much calculations came out eventually.

and what else?
there are 6 absentees from the class today. only 14 in a class and 6 are missing.
and now, calling and asking for the question paper.
what's the point? all of us are going through the same thing.
why skipped and ask for the paper now? for more time to study? you're despised for that.
you can jolly well sit for the re-test and try it yourself.
since you have plenty of time now to study and your re-test is still capped at 100 marks.

i am so angry.
not only because i can't do.
think about it, if you are in my shoes, how will you be feeling?

really stressed up these days.
nothing seem easy-to-handle and to be solved.
so much to do, yet i had so little time.
i planned, but eventually, schedule got to keep changing with the last minute stuff.
i looked forward to the holidays.
and i so need a job.
maybe or may not be;
really if i do get the attachment, i will go.
i do not want to bother about money then;
i want to work out my own expenses.
i do not want to depend entirely on my parents;
who have to worry for me and support me at the same time.
i am stubborn, but what to do?
what's utmost important now is to make sure i get a job and get through common test ok.

please, may things be more smooth sailing.
i am just, so tired.
but obviously, problems will not stop coming.