went shopping with dearest today.
it was sooooo nice, and it's been a while since we went shopping.
i might be tired and my heels might be killing my legs...
but nothing can be compared to how much i wanna be with you.

hmmmm. tuition. i'm gonna have tuition the whole of next week. in the evenings though. going out in the mornings. that's how the last second week of holidays will be.

not too bad i hope.

hmmm.

school's gonna start real soon.
another hectic semester.
but still, i will manage my time. .
between school and tuition.
not forgetting my dearest.

still, i wanna go shopping.
it's not enough for this holiday.
i haven bought anything much yet.
hmmmmmmm..

i wanna take neoprints leh..

PRB is loved.
dear too. =)

hmmm mmm..

finally.
i'm able to fulfil my promise.

i have the best daddy and mummy.
hahas.
they always say,
whatever we do to you, we hope you'll accept it be'coz we're doing the best for you, but. what's most important is, you are happy with it.

so well.
i told dad and mum about sb.
not just. but on the saturday after i got my results.
so from then on,
dad always think of something to tell me about what is expected of my bf.
he must not smoke.
he cannot ride bike. same for me too.
he must have the responsibilities to take care of you.
he must dote on you like i do.
other than that,
do what you like.
as long as you are happy, then i'll be happy.

my daddy loves me. my mummy too.
she often says, don't marry too early.
you have a lifetime to be together.
settle down in career before marrying.

all they've said are true, ain't it.
they always wann the best for me la.
and i'm glad sb didn't mind dad's initial harsh words.

i'm able to be honest with my words now.
no more white lies.

but still, i will do my best in my studies.

anyway.
all the best for your interview tomorrow honey.
no matter how the outcome will be,
i'm there for you.
always.
i love you.

i've just taken a look at the time table.
and i seriously have a lot of objections.
omg.

practically starting at 9am every day and ending at 4 or 5pm.
what is that.
hopefully some changes can be done.
and i seriously hope that lecturers don't bear grudges and revenge on my grades, just be'coz i back out for the trip.
whatever it is, change it! x(

hmmm.
i've been baking these few days.
waiting for time to pass.
styms, it's too fast
but styms, it never seems to end.

that's how ironic life can be.
haiss.

what more can i ask from my boyfriend.

there is nothing in the world that will ever replace him,
from my heart.

sometimes,
certain things are hard to explain.
feelings are hard to describe.

the longer i know you,
the more i love you.

if i'm the princess then you will be my prince.
forever and ever.

i will take care of myself.
i will like to take care of you too.
although i will not be by your side often, i will do my best for you.

no matter what happen,
if we're meant to be,
we will always be together.
obstacles are nothing. .

i love you.

sometimes, i will wonder why.

it's not a complicated thing,
really.
but it's been made real complicated.

for?

i'm not too sure myself.
actually. . .
i can take it simply.
but i will still think.

i know that as long as i'm firm and conscious of what i'm doing,
then nothing else will matter.

i love you.
all we need is more trust and telepathy.
hahas.

gotten back my results.
it's time for me to fulfil my promise to you.
but but but,
i need some time alright.

you're mine and i'm yours.
now and forever.

sb, sb and sb only.
=)

鬥牛·要不要

it's a must must watch drama.
17 episodes in all.
it's too nice to be missed.

i will get the dvds or vcds.
and watch it again.
coz it's blurred at some scenes.

Juno.

it's another movie which i have watched online.
real-life to me.
although the story line is simple, it's the relation revolving around that makes it marvelous.
i think it does happen around la.
jux that i haven met before yet.
catch it people.
you will not regret watching it.

hmmm.

love is a beautiful thing.
yet, so fragile.
you can never force it to happen.
coz it comes naturally.
whether you are ready or not.

compromise.
i will try.
i love you.

Looking back.
i realised how foolish i have been in the past.
all that's been happening on and off.

why do i have to take those things so seriously?
and posted everything.
omg.

holidays.
i need.
but that's not the way i had wanted to spend them.
every moment is important.

i'm lost.

Oh dear. came across this when i was reading yq's blog and gave it a try.
i will say it's very true la.
hahas.

try it people.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

don't get my blood boiling then ask me to chill.
bloody.

it's too late.
when i try to be nice.
just see my effort.
if you can't,
then shut.

my parents only wann the best for me.
what's wrong with that?
it wouldn't be possible for them to harm me.
never at all.

bullshit.

i feel it. it's coming again.

i'm back. without going to the chalet. =[

i cannot go anywhere when i feel guilty.
i aso don't wann to go anywhere if i cannot get daddy's trust.

therefore, i have decided to back out at the last minute. =X

sorriees wendy and pc. i wasted your effort to prepare the stuff and ended up not going. anyway, all the best pc, for your days in army.

sorriees bx and ce. i put areoplane at that last minute.
and i'm glad you guys cared instead of reprimanding me.

sorriees dear. for making you bring the stuff and ended up not going to the chalet with you. i din mean to.

SORRIEES!

Pocky is one of my favourites. light and portable. i can carry it around. it can keep tears back too. hoho. ho.

a little reflection. . .

the more you know about some things.
the more solid you feel about your bliss or misery.

ups and downs in life.
everyone should have a taste of it.

"styms, you just dunno how insignificant your problems are."
that's what hy told me before.
hahas.

anyway. it's true la.
think about it and compare with what you've heard or seen.

i am still glad with my life la.
except for the little little upsets here and there. xP

i appreciate things people have done for me.
good ones especially.
for the bad ones, it's just another lesson learnt.
the more i learn, the better i get.

sb = the best.