it's sickening...coz i'm sick... i think i muz have blew a pool of mix fluid(mucus and water) today... non-stop... unless when i'm eating... then i can stop sneezing for a while... but, die... i keep eating non-stop today... i felt quite guilty... i'm supposed to be on a diet... and i don't think i can go further if i continue like this...

hmm hmm... should i go to school tml? hahas... trying to coop up an excuse to skip school tml...

a chapter wouldn't start unless both parties work on it... all the way man...

IALY

=)

next week will be the last week of school... yesh!!! hahas...but a week later, exams will start...

i muz do well, i can do it! =)

have been doing my work quite constantly recently... have been trying to pay real careful attention in class recently too.. it's hard but i have to... always wann to fall aslp... i have to depend on myself... coz if i don't work hard, there's no one who can help, even if they really wann to... my stats teacher is inspiring... she tries hard to get my class's attention... she's giving up soon i guess... honestly, i find that my class can be quite noisy at times too...

well, whatever it is... i have to do my work.. and score!

WAN... thanks for all the effort you have put in me... for all that you've done, although you can hurt me at times too...

=)

Your Birthdate: April 9

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You Are Lilac

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You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

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You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count. You prefer to be around others, both when working and while relaxing. Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time. You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything. Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic Your power color: Pine green Your power symbol: Circle Your power month: September

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN YI!!

=)

today is NICE! hahas...

went to SP... wann go see guys... but today wasn't lucky, no nice ones... hahas... then after that went to queensway... great great...

today's fun... hahas... created a test... free jiu try it okiee!! hahas... =)

lazy... i'm getting lazy with this thingy...

hen sian... hen tao yan...

aaarrrggh... tml school AGAIN... i haven rest enough... in another 3 more weeks, sem exams will begin... what the...

i think it's time to wake up... perhaps in a few more days...

stay optimistic...

=)

hahas... i'm happy today... all projects are almost over... there's no test or assignments to hand in tml... feel more relief, not rush like ytd or the day before...

enjoy your life while you can... really... but do sth useful.. sth that you will not regret... hahas...

will be meeting hy tml... hopefully things turn out the way it should, if not... i wouldn't know what to do le... hahas...

today is the second page of a new chapter which begins ytd...
treasuring it...
making things work out the way it should, not going to take things for granted...

=)

i am so temperamental... omg... my mood changes real easily... but it comes and goes very quickly too...

i WANN to slim down... face too "chubby" le... gosh! hahas... it's time to lose some weight... but sometimes, the temptation to enjoy some good food is hard to resist worz... but i can control... juz don't tempt me with food... hahas... =)

tml got oral presentation... chao egg... everyday got sth to do... but will be the last group to present... hahas... alright, for the sake of that... i'll try to feel betta...

i wanna make some cookies tml morning... when mummy goes to work... hahas... doing some cooking and baking makes me happy, without mummy nagging... i'll be even happier... hahas...

huiying, i have sth to let you know... but not now bax... hahas... time is not too right yet...

i'm rather happy today... =)
but... ...=/

test, assignments, projects, quiz... etc. etc...

are there betta things in life to look forward to? the days are getting nearer and nearer.. part of me is looking forward to it, but the other part of me ain't... looking forward for hols is what comes after exams, which is what i'm not looking forward to... i'm honestly, tired of this life...

but actually, time flies rather quickly... "stay optimistic"... i have to... i muz... study hard and get good results... it's juz the first sem... i wouldn't wann to let my results go down the drain now...

juz spending some time to post, i have to go back to revise my applied stats.. having a test tml... arrrggh...damn it!

=(

today is... omg... a very slpy day... tired... but i am so creative today can? hahas... =)

what a day!

damn it!

very tired... slept at 5plus this morning... having phone calls... woke up at 8.30am... went to the market with mummy and daddy... bought some health products... hahas... that's the only worth it thing the whole day???

i wanted to have a nap in the noon one, but a bunch of ppl came to my house... wa, can i say they came at the wrong time? omg! it's messy, terribly noisy and i... don't like it... not trying to be hostile here, but it's juz not too right worz...

this makes me MH a lot more, i would prefer not being at home today bax, bro was lucky, he came back at ard 7plus...

well, at least eth's over now... juz done some ironing of clothings and change the bed sheet... hahas... posting now, have taken some picts this afternoon though, in my phone.. hahas.. 自恋... ooopps! hahas... =)

smiles more, frowns less! =)

hai yo... today hen sian hen sian... rotting at home... but i did something useful once in a while...

slept till 10 plus today... woke up, eat breakfast and mop the floor... after that, do the comp prog mini-project and watch tv... done some stuff... juz to share... =)

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You Are Spring!

Hopeful Playful Sweet Fresh Airy

What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You:

Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

You Are 25% Impulsive

You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

You are a Lavender Rose

You represent love at first sight and enchantment. Your vibe: intense and intriguing Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful

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You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

post of the day... hahas... i'm okiee... today had been fine, eth passed quite quickly...

thanks for eth you've done... i am touched and appreciated it... i'm not cold and hard... i know what you've done and what you wann... hahas... don't feel too emo often, not too good for health okiee... hahas...

alright... i need to complete the followings:
1. comp prog(fn_4.c)
2. applied stats tutorial 7
3. comp prog mini project 2

tests and quizzes next week:
1. EL TECH practical on tues..
2. applied stats tut. 6 and 7 next wed..
3. EG1 e-quiz...
4. FCS chpt. 1 to 6 class test..

presentations:
1. comm toolkit oral presentation

aarrggh... it's never ending...
i hate school!
i hate school!
i hate school!

=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINDA! =)

tml is going to be a long day... do i have ath to look forward to yet? none so far... sadded!

hahas... what a day... lessons starts from 8am to 2pm...

2 classes are merged during the EL TECH lecture, K01 and K02... and guess what, the whole of K01 did not appear today... not a single soul... i think it's not right to do this type of thing... wann pon whole class pon... they should think about the teacher, how he would feel... sure think it's a let down one ma... if i am the teacher and my students do that, i think i will be angered and irritated... but my teacher nv sia, he smile smile and continue to teach... and the miracle thing is i understood today's lecture... when K01 is in the lecture with us, i cannot understand anything he say at all, it's ALL because of K01's guys... damn noisy and talkative... very annoying... juz like 打不死的苍蝇...

i don't understand why some people exist in this world, i dislike people who are not humble(谦虚)... so what if you get it and people don't... so proud for what? you ARE then the LAMER! totally sux sia...

anyway... was quite happy before this thing happen at about 8.19pm...

thanks for the afternoon... =)
thanks for your companion... =)

tired tired tired...

all the assignments... it keeps compiling... and it's never-ending... there are always things to do... due dates are getting nearer and nearer... and i'm getting more and more vexed... until now, i still think school sux...

doing the IAC project now... done my part halfway... i need to post... to relax a while... i dunno what time i'll be able to finish for goodness sake... later still have to do applied stats tutorial..

breaking down soon... ... arrggh... what am i supposed to do????? =(

nothing to display...

that's the post of the day! hahas...
getting lazy le...

anyway...

thanks guys... you're the best... everyone's so cooperative... hahas... it's fun planning... then i aso can chat on the phone with each one with a topic... nice feeling... very long nv do that le... =)

today's lesson till 3.30pm... compro's fault... from 12pm to 3.30pm... li hai ma? hahas...

today is not a difficult day... time flies quickly worz... hahas... have been msging whole day... hahas... with who? not to be mention... hahas...

met huiying after school at imm... then we went to je... went home at about 5plus...

tml is going to be nice... shh... don't tell you... hahas... =)

nothing to display le...
i'm sad and disappointed...
at this very moment...
it's all your fault!

today is a damn tiring day...

have to wake up so early... go woodlands jing cha... hahas... afternoon reach home at abt 2plus... shower, iron clothes, slp... till 4plus... then prepare for dinner... omg... honestly, i'm not looking forward for the dinner... coz it's going to be a vegetarian meal... hahas... but it turns out to be fine... the food taste nice... i especially like the dessert... hahas... yam paste!!! sweet...

the good thing abt vegetarian dinner is the dinner will end early... my dinner ended around 8plus, to 9pm... and on the way home, i went past Bamolral Plaza just now and saw a waffle shop... look appealing... i know which bus to take but i dunno which stop to get down... hahas... sad lorx... too bad... won't be able to give it a try... but it's okiee... good food are everywhere... hahas..

i'm tired, slpy and totally exhausted...

i'm afraid i might not be able to wake up tml... but if that really happen, what am i supposed to do? hahas... think about the consequences... hmm...

today is a nice day... hopefully... hahas... din post ytd... getting lazy.. but i had completed most of my assignment ytd night... great... hahas...

will be having a dinner tonight to celebrate grandpa's b'dae... think won't be posting later le... coz going to granny house after the dinner... sixth uncle is getting married tml, which goes to say, no posting tml too.. will be busy the whole day... hahas... it's been a while since there's a wedding in the house and i'm sure looking forward... hahas...

good good good... =)

i'm not dumb, not retarded, neither am i stupid...
i won't elaborate...
for it's between us only...

talking about this reminds me of a probability eqn...
p(A or B) = P(A) + P(B) - P(A and B)

hahas...

today chao sian... basically the purpose of going to school today is just to take attendance... nth much lorx... school starts at 1pm... till 3pm... i've already done my speech last week, so this week i just have to sit there and listen to others talk.. sat there for an hour plus... all had finally presented at around 2plus... but we still cnt be dismissed worz... left only at about 2.55pm... went to grandma house via 157...

dunno what's happening...
sth's just not too right...
i don't feel too good...

i muz complete the following by this week...
1. EG1 tut. 5
2. IAC survey
3. AS tut. 7

muz muz muz complete! i wann go watch movie next week... it's time... yep!

school starts at 8am today.. so tired... maybe coz today is wednesday? hahas... coz this week's monday and tuesday aso start at 8am... hahas... today was alright... school ended at 2.30pm today... hahas... had presentation at 2pm... my group started first, so we went off after the presentation... that's the condition for presenting first, ain't it great? hahas... but have to go back coz teacher wanted to make announcement... to prepare the hard copy... chao lame lorx... waste my time...

after that, went to meet shirley, linda, yan qiu and huiying at je pool centre... hahas... i din play... coz i don't feel too well... wann vomit agn... applied huiying's medicated oil... i lost mine... hahas... sad...

initially wann go taman jurong eat de le... coz the venue was changed... but coz we all at je le, so we thought might as well go imm eat... then huiying working at 5pm... aso there's more choices at imm... but be'coz we have decided to eat at imm, xinyi and yanling cnt join us... so end up left only me, shirley, linda and yan qiu... we went to cartel to eat... while huiying is working... although she cnt eat with us, at least we can keep her accompanied for a while? hahas...

missed cartel's ppl sia... i think i won't go baystreet to work even if i can bax... coz i missed cartel sia... hahas... all the ppl...
dom, christine, ah tung, louis, vincent goh & wee, remen, jasmine, irene, lee wei, remar, zhu cheng, big henry?? raymond?? and 3 new ppl... did i miss anyone out? think don't have bax... hahas... if have, sorriees worz...

TO huiying: don't feel too sad okiee... working cannot eat... if you wann, next time pei you go... =)

TO xin yi and yan ling: sorriees gals... din go to taman jurong for the fish soup with you 2 today... next gathering go there okiee? hope you 2 won't mind worz...

umm... i'll plan the next gathering bax? all take turns to do it bax.. =)
any objections? hahas...

feel great today... after the meal at cartel, went walk walk... and i bought 2 pair of shoes... hahas... yea... then walk a while more jiu went home le... wa... the feelings when it's time to say bye... no good.. i don't like it... hen sad lorx... coz dunno when the next gathering will be ma... very sad... first time i went home tgt with them, coz etym left earlier... we said bye to linda first... then we 3 went to je interchange... then said bye to yan qiu... left me and shirley.. we took a train to jp and 243 home...

TO steven: sorriees abt tml sia... i still owe you a trip to hougang mall, a game of pool, donation of blood at SGH... movie too... sorriees... will make plans ya? you too... sorriees for tml... for your driving lesson... i am sorriees...

hmm mm... okiee okiee... ending here le... i had fun today... and apologies to those that i've disappointed...

missed P.R.B. ... =(
missed you guys... we must meet up more often and soon... =)
missed dom... a lot a lot... =))
missed the rest in cartel... =)
missed the fun and laughter... =)

sad... chao sad... wanted to go for blood donation today... but end up leh... cannot take my blood coz cannot find my veins... my veins are too soft and thin... if donate blood, might end up having a chance of blood clotting or swollen bruise... i wanted to donate my blood so much... 6people in my class went to donate, end up only 4 ppl can make it to the last stage - taking of blood... i did went to that stage too... it's just that my veins cannot be found... hen sad... hais...

very disappointing... i thought i will be able to help... but no...

chances are not given to those who seems the most keen... me and another fren who initiated blood donation ended up to be the 2 who cannot take blood...

fated?

sad la... sian lorx...

hais hais hais........
i don't deserve an angel in me...

sian... i din manage to go to where i wann today... i dunno what's wrong with me... dunno what's wrong with my stomach... it's turning and spinning... i wanted to vomit so much, and the headache... no good... i had wanted to go to raffles city shopping centre... but came back after i reached outram park... sad...

end up went to jurong spring mac... had promised shao en a happy meal toy... had to get it for him... met my bro there, with mao and mao's bro... i drank some milk... end up feeling worst... hahas... i din eat dinner sia... great... styms it's good to feel sick for you would not be able to eat... hahas...

how sia... i still have many assignments to complete... still haven start on my work sia... diao... how???

hahas... mummy bought durian... it smells so great... but... ...i can't...

today my class got 5absentees... and after lunch, 2more absentees... there's only 13 ppl in a class... and left with a pathetic 6... ain't that perfect?

hahas... i have to start doing my assignments somehow...

hais...

i'm craving for some pasta now... -_-!
pasta pasta pasta...
you wanna cook some for me?

wah... ain't that fast? it's july already... hahas... good good... another six more weeks jiu exams le worz... muz work hard... so many projects to be handed up... so many assignments to hand in... until now i AM still slacking... very bad... hahas...

just completed my comp prog assignment... hahas... maybe later will do my EG1... but i wanna watch the 新娘18岁 at 2pm first... then watch 加油！金顺 de dvd with mummy... hahas...

sian... tml monday le... school agn... hahas... chao tao yan la... but tml until 2pm nia... hahas... yea...

wanna watch NANCY DREW sia... nobody asked me out for that movie yet sia... so sad lorx...

assignments to be completed:

1. EL TECH web tutorial 2 and 3
2. EL TECH E-learning assignment paper
3. EG 1 tutorial 4
4. Applied stats tutorial 6 and 7
5. IAC project [haven even start but presentation is on the 12th july!!! =(]

i think that's all bax.. but it's more than enough le... hais hais hais...
3 angels dead... =l