i love the girls.. =)

we talk more openly nowadays and the bond is stronger..

understanding and preparing for things tgt, projects that have to be done, upcoming common test.. difficulties to cope for anything at all, it's nice.. but i hope the class can bond more, i will try to change my mindset about yellow and P.U.I.. he's soooooo attention-seeking.. he loves being in the limelight.. when he's not, he will show that face.. =| no good la...

opinions are meant to be given and thought abt, whether to be accepted or not.. decisions are still to be made by oneself.. so, think it through.. xP

had felt so giddy when i reached clementi's mrt station after school today.. i stopped and can't see things clearly.. scare me.. thankfully wendy was there with me.. i rest for a while and felt betta.. i have low-blood pressure too? goodness, i don't wann.. i haven tried to donate my blood yet.. not even once.. x|

dad and mum are finally willing to subscribe wireless for me, all thanks to bro.. coz have to wait till his o'lvl is over ma.. for he dunno how to control.. x|
now that it's over.. i can have wireless.. x)

tml is mr tan's wedding.. hahas.. nice! looking forward to meeting some ex-classmates.. especially yong hong.. =)

tuition tonight has been cancelled.. by their mum.. coz they're not free.. i'm supposed to get my pay today huh.. hahas.. nvm.. waiting for monday.. and and, will be going to lau pa sat with dad, mum, bro, grandparents, jie en and family later tonight for nice nice food.. =P

hmm... i'm on diet now.. so serious de.. but these 2days haven been quite good.. eaten quite a lot.. but i'm trying to skip the fats away.. trying to..

i wann you to take school seriously.. if you cnt forgo the games or time to slp earlier, at least make sure you can wake up on time.. i don't like the phone to keep on ringing without your voice until even the last ring.. that's not the way things should be.. x[

skipped school today.. went to the lib instead.. really studied and rushed the CATS project.. finally completed it and the presentation is tml.. well, good luck to me.. i wann an AD for IS module.. aerobics tml... xP

common test in 2 weeks time.. x)

HAPPY B'DAE DAYNA!!!

had a surprise for her today.. hope she likes it worz.. hahas..

had tuition today.. the kiddos had gotten me a couple for winnie the pooh.. it's so sweet of them.. hahas.. it's very nice.. =)

nownow, have to confirm abt the study trip... got to hand in the form this coming monday le.. goodness, how sia??

=X

had aerobics today.. it was so fun.. and tiring and sweating.. hahas.. bx and her fren came to join us for a make-up.. after CATS, we went to the lib to do project for the materials.. very efficient.. eth was done before 4pm.. and and, the room that was so secretive was spotted by dayna lam.. she muz have used that room before huh.. hahas.. =)

I DON'T LIKE WHAT I AM FACING NOW.. SO THAT'S WHAT IT IS ABOUT.. HOW GREAT.. =S

i'm in school now.. using school computer.. hahas.. having engineering drawing.. chao siannsss de lorx.. eeksss..

dad and mum will be coming home tonight... i have tried to ensure the house is at tip-top condition le okiee.. =)

aaarrgghhhh.. i failed to not slp ytd night.. slept around 4plus.. woke up at 7.48am.. rush to school by bus and mrt!! no cab okiee..

it's time to start studying hard!!!! another 3more weeks.. i don't wann to rush last min.. bad for health.. =P

today is a special day.. it marks another new spot of life.. fresh, new things done.. for the both of us..

today...
i went to the lib with dear to do some work and research intially.. after which, we went to the fairprice to get some groceries and head to my house... we cooked dinner tgt and some other things... but the cooking is one of the best part la.. coz it's the first time okiee.. he can cook and it's nice.. that's from the bottom of my heart, no bias okiee.. hahas.. i like his company.. best~.. =)

anyway, looking back at the past two days.. dad and mum went to genting with aunt, uncle and kiddo on friday night.. i had tuition, so by the time i reached home with dear, both of them not around le.. we had our supper and watched tv.. he stayed over with me and the next day was his b'dae.. jux nice.. =) i cooked breakfast and he went for his dota compe after which... i went over to grandma house then to look after kiddo.. she cried so hard when i left that night.. she misses her parents bax.. heart-soured.. hmmm.. i was alone at home on sat night.. no dear, no bro.. he went for chalet.. but then, it's sunday the next day, which i've posted at the top.. tonight, i have to stay at home, alone agn.. coz bro went over to his fren's house and i have school tml..

time flies... it's so fast.. monday is coming.. dad and mum is coming back.. no more fairy tales' life.. how sad.. but i'm looking forward to another one soon.. as dear has mentioned, chances are meant to be waited for..

i miss you now.. so so much..

aaarrggh.. i tend to feel sore all over my body these days.. especially my right shoulder.. and i always feel so fed up over things.. what is this la.. eeeekkksssss..

dad and mum will be going to genting tml.. with aunt, uncle and one kiddo.. suddenly i wann to tag along.. on the other hand, i wann to stay at home.. with nobody to disturb me.. so that i can get sb to come.. hmmmm.. sianss la... what to do what to do..

i am so sad.. ~~~~~~~~

what a day.. it's like.. wa.. i hate it.. it was still alright in the early morning.. and guess what? yan qiu, i SAW him agn.. on the bus.. for a longer time this time.. hahas.. the unlucky day started when i was doing the eng. mech. quiz.. sudden blank out.. it's omgomgomg.. aarrrggh.. but i managed to get it through.. engineering drawing today is fun.. was hungry during the lesson, went to canteen 4 with the gals and ate can.. in the midst.. hahas.. nice! and and, the second most terrible thing i faced today was the FQM ppt and tutorial.. shan't mention further la.. not worth wasting time to post and make myself think abt it agn.. after that, i went for tuition and the most terrible thing today is tuition with the kiddos.. my mood was really pissed at that time and they still kept making careless and unforgivable mistakes.. not once or twice nor thrice.. many times.. but still, i controlled my temper.. din scold or scream.. but did talk a little louder to the extend, this is the first time i think the kiddos fear me.. well.. i din expect my monday to be sooooo blue...

BUT!!!!!

eth is over.. there's no school tml!! yesh! and i have aso completed the fqm quiz.. i am really hating this module to the core... initially, i thought this will be sth like stats.. but no, it's not.. and i doubt i will be able to accept this la.. =X

once agn, i'm happy.. and it's happy from the bottom of my heart...

looking forward to the china trip.. whether it's the study trip or voluntary trip, it's fine.. so long as i can enjoy myself and the shopping time is fair.. =)

din go for picnic today.. coz it rained in the morning.. who knows it will stop.. so dad and mum change their mind to go orchard instead.. end up leh.. stayed at home till 4plus then go queensway to get bro what he wanted.. but i din get ath at all lorx.. it's so sianss de la.. going out with them without getting ath.. "wasted" la.. hahas.. after queensway go anchorpoint walkwalk, then dinner at Li Hwa Garden and home.. aaarrgghhh.. i wanna get a bag! School tml.. don't like the feeling.. =X

had make-up sessions on monday.. skin-care, painting the face, the colours to use to match clothings and also shaping of eye-brows.. it was fun and rather useful if i put on make ups often, but too bad.. i don't like to use the remover after wards, therefore, won't wear make up often bax..

i don't have school NEXT TUESDAY (13th NOV)!!! =)

it's always like that, things styms jux don't go the way we wann.. i feel the stray.. sth's simply not right.. friends forever.. possible or not? it's not as easy or firm to say that anymore.. it's not good okiee! =X

tml is deepavali! going for picnic.. ONLY if it won't rain.. so, please don't.. =)
will post tml if i really go for picnic.. hahas..

i don't really enjoy the companion of guys in class.. there's only an idiom to describe them.. "NEVER JUDGE A PERSON BY ITS COVER".. as the gals have mention.. we have to learn to protect ourselves.. nv go anywhere alone with the guys.. nv be close to them when they're drunk.. it's really scary when i heard from bx and ivy.. it's like.. eeekksss la.. and the class ONLY had 13 ppl.. but the bonding's really ain't good at all.. but recently, things have changed for the betta.. the 8gals really can talk and joke and start bonding.. =) will be going out with them on the 14th Nov.. looking forward to the dinner and the bonding time then.. hees..

this is the first time ever i've mentioned qme1k02.. @_@"

i miss you a lot..

had prawning today.. alright la.. quite fun la.. but but but the food wasn't enough la.. so many people and those ppl who organised the trip mentioned that they're not afraid we will not have enough to eat, they're jux afraid we can't finish the food and in the end, poof! eth was finished before 7pm.. hmmmmm...

gotta study real hard tml.. i wann to do well for all the test next week.. will do my best..

haven been feeling too okiee these two days.. get real moody easily.. and i jux felt so neglected whether i am or not.. and and, i need to wash my brain la.. i have been speaking rather roughly.. even sm was shocked ytd???!!! =X

what am i doing?? what's becoming of me?? haiss.. X|

haven been posting for the past few days.. things happen.. but din feel like blogging.. tired..

monday..
there's sth which isn't worth mentioning.. not gonna talk abt it.. it sux.. but i met sb for sandwich before going tuition.. he brushed off all the unhappiness.. =)

tuesday..
was alright.. met sb for breakfast.. hahas.. then i have tuition after school that day.. from 6 to 7.30pm and went to the "temple dinner" after that with mummy, along with grandpa and grandma.. but i had tummy ache.. =X

wednesday..
went to school only for 2 tutorials which ended early.. and after that.. went to sb's house.. bought him lunch.. still having tummy aches but i.. hahas.. =)

thursday..
finished s&w and skipped CATS.. so i ended at abt 9.30am.. waited and done some stuff in school and went to sb's house.. had sandwiches made by him.. not very alike sandwiches which i usually ate.. but it's betta than anything.. coz it's hand-made by him!! hahas.. and we went for a walk at jp after he finished part of his e-learning, had bubble tea and mac.. =)

TODAY.. P.R.B gathering!! =P
had school till 4pm.. and went over to imm to wait for the others to reach.. eaten and waited for sm.. then shortly after that, went to entertainment for pool.. NICE!! too bad hy can't come.. all the best to all having MST.. mugmugmug!! ask me out for shopping thereafter alright.. =)

will post more tml.. it's gonna be worth it i hope.. =)