It’s my turn to blog…=)

Have been reading blogs nowadays…realized that blogging is another good way to relieve some stress…not really stress…but some burden which can be let out…

Jialu’s story…

Things that have been happening around me are small matters, small cases… and compared to others… it’s in fact nothing. . .

But… …

It is something to ME…

I have been struggling to keep my spirits up recently…everybody have been telling me to let it go, to stop being foolish, to hate him, to stop thinking of him…it’s always easier to be said than done…everyone knows that… ain’t I right?. . .

I missed my friends…PRB rocks…we’re meeting up soon…looking forward to 1st june…
Huiying has gone for cruise…she knows all about me…even those that I myself are unsure of…and all of those that I have chosen to avoid…she always brings up the hard fact, and etym she does that, it’s always like giving me a tight slap across my face and screaming for me to wake up…maybe she din? But she always gives me those feelings…it’s great coz I’ll start to move on a little… or at least I think I AM moving on… but I will never fail to return to the beginning…

I went to hougang mall on the 19th may… guess what? SB went with me. . . he’s been nice…and so direct…he’s right…I know that what he’s said is right and I should listen to him…but it’s not easy…I hate him when he said I’m desperate…I’m not…I went all the way to hougang not because I’m desperate…but just curious to know who SHE is…I’ve been rather rude to him these few days…for he always bring up this matter… I know I should have controlled myself… I’M SORRIEES. . . I know he’s just being nice…he went all the way to hougang with me without knowing what he’s going there for. . . AND he has let me know some things which I WOULDN’T have want to know… I don’t like what he’s telling me… not at all…

Chatted with jenn on the 22nd may. . . poor gal…she’s gone through what I’ve gone through…so similar…she knows how I have been feeling all this while…she knows how hard it is to let go…how my heart stings when people bad-mouthed him even though he deserves it…

Sorriees Henry… I’m really SORRIEES. . . other than sorriees… I can’t think of any other words to express my guilt to you. . . Sorriees to those who’s went shopping with me recently…hasn’t been a good companion…halfway sure emo. . . SORRIEES!

It’s a long post huh?
hahas. . . damn sad. . .
three cheers to all those who have been with me throughout. . . to all my friends. . . I love you guys!

jialu loves all!