quite a few “first times” happening. . .

Surprised that I actually enjoyed my Applied Statistic’s tutorial today... first time… hahas… I realized that if I listen in class, I will be able to understand. . . the same goes to EL Tech… my EL Tech lecturer told me that even if I don’t understand anything, I don’t have to fear… I juz have to memorise the formulas, sub in the numbers, and I’ll sure get the right answer. . . a little crappy. . . if you don’t understand, how would you know which formula to use? but he said it will work…he’s old but his assurance, omg… he’s very confident abt it. . . hahas…

Both daddy and mummy not at home tonight. . . first time. . . hahas… they have gone to cruise with my grandparents and second aunt and hubby. . . it’s nice for daddy and mummy to be away… more freedom for me and bro… hahas… but the house seem empty… without anybody to nagged at us… hahas… it’s so irony…

Today… not feeling well… suddenly craving for cartel’s cakes… sb’s buying it for me. . . but end up who knows... NO MORE cakes left. . . =( anyway, SB. . . THANKS! =) hahas… haven eaten much till dinner time… eating lesser dinner than before too… phobia for food? Or I missed daddy and mummy? Hahas… no appetite is good… better chance to diet. . .

Zhi Wen’s going for another gal… a gal from NGEE ANN. . . same age as him. . . she’s taking business course and in second year now. . . it’s a good thing. . . wise thing to do. . . wise decision. . . but I don’t feel too great?!?! Dunno. . . I dunno what to say. . . he’s warn me to stop giving him attitude. . . first time. . . . . . .what the… woo another gal big deal? WARN me? How can he do that? Maybe I’m at fault too. . . I’ve hurt him too much. . . in fact, I am the one at fault. . . what’s gone will never come back . . . . . .

I need dom. . . I need him now. . . . . . =’(

Where’s Huiying? I sure get scolding from her if I say I don’t feel good when zhi wen’s going for another gal. . . hais. . .

I miss dom. . . I miss my friends. . . how I wish these things never happen before. . . where’s that jialu, whose able to take and let go without much problems, gone to? =(