the weather since morning was cloudy... making my mood moody... but the things that had happened worsen it...

okiee... breathe in 3 times... deeply... and here goes...

i can't make it for relationships... i just don't agree to changing to make the other party love you more... different people has got different perceptions... only 2 person with the same perception can make it to the end... 2 totally different perceptions will never last... don't start if you know you cannot make it to the end... coz you will end up hurting both parties...

i know whether i have done my best in ath i do... it's only whether i wann to say out anot only... frankly speaking... you can't have the best of both worlds... you can only choose one... and etym you have to choose one... choose the one that your heart tells you to, for that is the one you will never regret... and most importantly, never try dragging on something... it will end up worse...

always look at things optimistically... what's yours will always be yours eventually... i don't like to force things... coz i think it's pointless...

don't ask me to change for a person... i aso don't like to ask somebody to change for me... coz i think there muz be 2 persons who suits each other totally... in a sense that you don't have to change at all... you juz suit and fit with that person... i always believe that if you have to go to the extend to change for one another, then you are not suitable to be together forever...

i haven found my mr. right... and i won't have a mr. perfect... coz i don't deserve one... maybe huiying can find hers? she deserves one... everybody deserves one... but not me...

TO hui ying... you don't need lots of experience to have a mr. perfect... don't let the past affects you anymore... look forward... move on...

friends ARE for forever... couples DO break... there's no guarantee de... even married couples can divorce...

alright alright... full of boredom already? i won't continue le...

let me end it with a NOT-TO-DO-LIST... no more feelings le.. so no jialu's feelings-of-the-day for today...

1. no more alcohol for me...
2. mo more relationship for me till i'm 18...

okiee... that's all...

umm... people... i have a request... tag me whenever you read my blog? thanks... at least i know you're there...

last but not least, I'M OKIEE!

=) A SMILE CAN SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS! trust me...