Blogging time. . . I have enjoyed blogging so far and I always feel better after blogging.

Today’s fine. . .

The initial plan was to go to the library to study but there’s no space, so we went to the science centre’s mac. We = kun hao and me. . . hahas. He’s so clever can? He can do all the questions I asked him. But I’m not stupid too, juz careless huh? Hahas. It’s already 3 plus after I had completed all the tutorial’s questions. Kun hao suggested that we go walk walk or play pool. I thought shopping would be nice and agreed. We ended up at entertainment centre. He wanted to play pool worz. This is the first time he decide on something. Hahas. On our way to the entertainment centre, we called yiting and asked her to join us. At the pool shop, I called zhiwen and asked him if he wanted to play pool too. Guess what? He’s there, but at the lan shop. I was outside so he came out. I remained outside while I called Huiying. Hahas. That girl is always so traumatized with her work. Gosh!

Zhiwen and kun hao continued playing until yiting arrived. I didn’t wann to play de. I have never tried before can? In the end, I tried. Zhiwen taught me how to play, how to hold that stick(forgot the name), etc. hahas. yiting and kun hao played at another table.

At about 5.30pm, zhiwen had to leave coz he’s got to work at 6pm. All the while when he’s playing with kun hao before yiting arrived, I felt his eyes on and off. When he was teaching me, I was the one who kept my eyes on him, for I’m afraid a stupid student will cause the teacher to drop-dead on the floor. Hahas. he teaches well. I tried to learn as much as I could, but I juz can’t aim properly. Anyway, practice makes perfect. Hahas. I’m sure more practice will do the trick.

Anyway, when he left, I followed. I didn’t know why I followed him out, maybe coz I wanted to ask him something. But in the end, I din asked, said bye and turned back.

After a while, I left too. Went to buy dinner for family. I felt hard-hearted when I’m on my way home, damn emo. But luckily, it was peaceful when I reached home. No arguments, no quarrels. Good. . . that’s what I need.

Before I started writing the post, I have already completed my EL Tech’s common test papers. Have to do my best this Monday… hahas. cnt let kun hao down. Teaching me can vomit a lot of blood, I pity him huh…hahas.

Haven taken my dinner. I have no appetite.
I missed dom. Zhiwen said that he had gone to Malaysia, juz as I’ve known for dom’d told me before, but didn’t know when he would be back.
It’s okiee. . . I’m feeling much much better now. . . thanks to all who have shown concern these few days.

Things are getting stranger and stranger. I know lesser and lesser about myself nowadays.
Do I only need him, or do I really wann him by my side?