woken up early... baked some biscuits.. chocolate ones.. don't really like it.. feels that sth is lacking.. hmm, went to sakura for lunch with aunt jux now.. goodness, i jux love the marble cake.. marble cake is made from butter and chocolate.. you can add cheese to make it marble cheesecake.. which will taste perfect as well.. it's so fattening but it's jux too great!! =)

well, there are jux some things which cannot be mention but kept.. now i finally know why some ppl tend to keep things to themselves... one, maybe you really would wann to share, but you dunno to who.. for you're afraid that person whom you're sharing with jux can't feel exactly the way you feel... two, you are afraid to share.. for it seems bad and terrible.. these 2 reasons are enough for you to keep things to yourself.. the more you keep, the more likely you will burst one day.. for you have to act as if nth has happen and keep putting on that smile which you din wann to etym... it's hard to be a human being.. the complicated-ness of living makes ppl out of breathe..

i wann to be a dandelion.. it represents faithfulness and happiness.. it's nice being flowers and allowing myself to be given to the loved one of the other one.. to let the other one feel glad and secured..