i've enjoyed myself tremendously.. on the both days..

went out with him yesterday and done some shopping as well as talkings.. it was nice initially.. but it got terrible at night.. i don't believe that you really don't give it a damn.. it's basically impossible.. no one's basically able to feel nth and okiee if he or she had heard sth from somebody, a friend who don't have the need to lie.. i doubt you have really trust me wholeheartedly before.. i don't wann you to think i'm okiee with you saying it.. i'm not a cheap person.. i'm not as unfeeling as you think.. never should have made an unforgivable mistake..

although i slept for only a few hours after some hard time i've been through.. i woke up this morning at 7.30am.. made some sandwiches for P.R.B's gathering at west coast.. i can't forget this thing at any moment, but i smiled.. i cracked jokes, played mahjong cards, played pool, took neoprints, watched movie... i had a good time with P.R.B.. it's the last gathering this year.. but i really feel them with me.. thanks for the fun times you guys gave me..

i dunno what's gonna happen.. and i dunno what to do.. this thing is real complex.. it might have infinity ways to be solved, but i din managed to get any solutions to solve mine yet..

i will pull through..
but hopefully,
with you..

posted on 27th Dec.