etym during aerobics, the instructor, fiona, will play us some music.. which allows us to follow the rhythms, the beats, the feel.. i esp. like the beautiful girl.. that song always come when i'm so tired and sweaty.. but it kept me going.. who wouldn't wann to have well-toned figure? hahas.. anyway, mentioned this suddenly coz i rmbed it suddenly la.. hahas..

i will study.. dear is the catalyst that keeps me motivated.. i wann to study hard, get good results.. and announced to dad and mum.. it's always easier said than done though.. everybody is studying and pushing themselves now.. i wann to too.. but the mood is still not too right.. hmmm...

lastly, i will like to mention how much i will like to spend the rest of my life with you.. i am strong yet fragile.. i cnt stand ppl breaking my heart de.. i'm sorriees for doing sth so bad to you the last time.. i will heal your scar with time and love okiee.. hahas..

styms, ppl might think and start asking.. why is this girl so antipathy? one moment she hated him, wishing he's nv there at all.. the other loving as if there's no tml.. worried that he might leave anytime.. hmm.. i'm not sure why i let go the other time.. but i think it's really fate that brought us back tgt agn.. not contacting after that time for a few months, then started to meet the very first time after that to hougang mall for my madness.. and continuing to get closer day by day..

memories flooding back.. we haven nv talk abt my past without you.. or yours without me..

nevertheless, the hard times are over.. now that we're tgt, we'll treasure the times and forget the past.. i'm not gonna bring up this matter anymore.. looking into the future.. only with you.. i broke promises for you.. but i'm won't break the promises i make with you.. for you.. to nobody but me, you're jux too good to be true..

i love you