hmmm.

today was the drawing paper.
it was ...phew?!?!
i managed to complete the drawings after numerous times of trying.
still, there are some mistakes here and there.
i have tried my best though. i won't regret the outcome i hope!!!

met dear after that.
we went to vivo for a walk. long enough to kill our legs though.
we watched cj7. it was real nice. i like that dog.
the best part of the show i thought was the acting of that kid, along with the dog.

hmmmm. .
it's been a while since i met dear and i missed him so much so that even when we've met, i am still thinking of him. and wondering why we only met today.
i realised how much i want him to hold me for ever.
basically, it's beyond words to describe that feeling.

i have been so terrible these few days.
i only felt that things have been going on unfairly for me.
i thought he only knows how to get through things with those words. .
i thought he will not remember what i've mentioned before.
but actually, that's not the way. he thinks. he plans. he shows, only to me.
i thought. i thought. i should have known.

i'm sorriees..
for being so hostile towards you recently.
i'm not dao la. i jux don't know what you are thinking about and how i can react.
at least, there's something i'm sure of.
you are there, most of the time, to bear with my irritable attitude.

tell me. show me.
whenever i have go over the limit.
i wann to work things out with you.

i love you.