had a heartfelt talk with bro's best fren jux now.

this guy is matured, to talk sensible stuff, think for the best of all parties, and most importantly, knows what is best for him.
and for that, his family never had to worry about his studies, and always, he brings home good results.
he knows what's in his future, he knows when to talk about relationship and when to work hard.
the only flaw in him is, he said that DOTA is his life.

DOTA is my enemy.
i don't see what's so nice about it, but somehow, it's part and parcel of my loved and cared ones.

i don't ask for a lot.
i just hope my brother can be more sensible. to think about my parents when he does things. sometimes, he would rather make my parents angry than to let that girl wait for a while.

and i hope for the best for him for this mid-year exam.
if the results don't improve, i am going to do something.
I WILL DO SOMETHING!
at least if i do something, i won't feel guilty for not helping him at all at the end of the day.

to all who takes dota hard in life, please do not neglect what you shouldn't, or you are gonna regret one fine day, all by yourself. for you do not deserve sympathy at all!

so well. . .