really stressed up these days.
nothing seem easy-to-handle and to be solved.
so much to do, yet i had so little time.
i planned, but eventually, schedule got to keep changing with the last minute stuff.
i looked forward to the holidays.
and i so need a job.
maybe or may not be;
really if i do get the attachment, i will go.
i do not want to bother about money then;
i want to work out my own expenses.
i do not want to depend entirely on my parents;
who have to worry for me and support me at the same time.
i am stubborn, but what to do?
what's utmost important now is to make sure i get a job and get through common test ok.

please, may things be more smooth sailing.
i am just, so tired.
but obviously, problems will not stop coming.