dad told me today's moon is reported to be the biggest or brightest in 52 years.
we looked a few times but it still looks kind of same.
although dad and mum dunno what's really wrong with me these days, they still cared as much or even more than i have realised in the past. they tried probing a few times, thought i was having a bad quarrel with sb, telling me that couples do argue sometimes... just give in to one another ...
i felt really terrible when i keep the truth from them. but i do not want to make them worry. i think it's time i work certain things out myself instead of relying on them all the time.

i broke down after econs test today. i am totally not up for it. but at least i tried. and thankfully, the test marks the end of the module. now, i am left with 3 exams and 1 test and really really, it's time for a break.

things looked and felt better now that i know i can make it for the trip. but i cannot be sure what holds out in the near future. i just hope things will get better.

one more test tomorrow and i will be able to give myself a really short break.
please, bring me through.

thanks to confidant for being there to listen and straighten things out for me. treasure your health please and take extra care.

although dear haven't been real please with me nagging and grumbling about the same thing all these days, at least he tried to keep me accompanied and make sure i eat, well.

maybe maybe, sometimes i really think too much. but please understand, i cannot help but think. that's all i can do, ain't it? and i tend to think the negative way. why give myself so much hope and fall badly afterwards? i don't do that.

every one, please do not take things for granted. learn to appreciate - your family, your loved ones.